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The coughing had started again before dawn.

Thomas lay awake listening to it through the thin wattle wall while rain battered the cottage roof above them. Somewhere outside, a dog barked once and then fell silent. Beside the fire Agnes shifted quietly, feeding the wee one beneath the glow of dying embers.

The child coughed softly in his sleep.

Thomas stiffened.

For a moment, he was seventeen again.

He could still see his father kneeling in the mud behind the cottage, one hand pressed against the earth while the other clutched desperately at his chest. The drizzle had soaked through his clothes until they clung like wet rags against feverish skin. Even then he refused to stop working the hide. Men who failed to labour did not eat for long in Haworth.

By nightfall the coughing would worsen.

Thomas remembered hearing him stumble through the darkness toward the cottage door, boots dragging heavily through the mud while his mother Margery rushed to help him inside. She would strip the wet garments from his trembling body and wrap him in blankets beside the hearth while he muttered delirious ravings between wheezing breaths.

As a young lad, Thomas had often wondered whether his parents loved one another at all.

There had been no kissing.
No embraces.
No tender words spoken openly.

Only work.
Silence.
Duty.

But sickness revealed truths healthy men kept hidden.

Late at night, when she thought the children asleep, he would hear his mother quietly weeping beside the bed while his father tried to console her between violent fits of coughing. Even then, while death slowly hollowed him from within, he worried more for his family than for himself.

The coughing became wetter as winter deepened.

Each fit ended with blood splattering into the cloth Margery continually rinsed and folded back into his shaking hands. Night sweats soaked the bedding. His ribs sharpened beneath loose skin. Food dribbled down his chest untouched while his breathing rattled louder with every passing day.

Still, the village carried on.

Men ploughed.
Women washed.
Children fetched water from the wells.
The lord demanded labour whether a man was dying or not.

Thomas remembered how the neighbours lowered their voices whenever they passed the cottage. Some crossed themselves. Others avoided looking toward the door altogether.

In Haworth, sickness frightened people almost as much as hunger.

Agnes glanced toward him from the firelight.

“You’ve gone pale,” she whispered.

Thomas said nothing.

Outside, the wind pushed smoke low across the village roofs. Somewhere beyond the darkness, a church bell echoed faintly across the moors.

Then his mind returned once more to that final night.

The wheezing had suddenly stopped.

No coughing.
No choking.
No desperate struggle for breath.

Only silence.

His mother remained seated beside the bed for a long while, staring at the stillness before gently placing her hand against his father’s chest. Thomas remembered the strange calm upon her face — not relief exactly, but exhaustion beyond grief.

The suffering was finally over.

He still remembered peering through the gap between the black curtain and the wattle wall the following morning while Margery and her cousin washed the soil of a lifetime from his father’s wasted body.

The sight had never truly left him.

The once powerful arms now sagged lifelessly against the planks beneath him. His ribs pressed sharply through pale skin while candlelight flickered across the winding sheet waiting nearby.

Neighbours gathered quietly as darkness fell.

Two candles burned beside the corpse while shadows danced against the black cloth hanging upon the walls. Relatives, labourers, widows, and old women guarded the body throughout the night while whispered prayers drifted through the cottage like smoke.

And still the rain continued outside.

By morning the vicar from Saint Michael and All Angels would arrive before the burial.

But even the dead found little peace in Haworth anymore.

Church ground had grown scarce since much of the surrounding land had passed into the hands of wealthy men under the authority of King Henry VIII. Old graves were dug open. Bones removed. Space reclaimed for the newly dead.

That was the way of things now.

The living endured.
The dead made room.

Thomas stared into the fire while the child slept once more in Agnes’s arms.

Beyond the cottage walls, the wind moved across the moors like a distant whisper.

And somewhere in the darkness beyond Haworth, another cough echoed through the night.

Before the week was over, Haworth would bury another of its own.

                                                           

 

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